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I figured that starting this blog series with the word Quest will be most ideal, since every single living being in the planet is in a constat "Quest".  Humans are searching for a purpose, for happiness, etc. Dogs search for love and acceptance, plants search for the sunlight to survive and so on.

The word "quest" comes from the Old French word *queste*, which means "search" or "inquiry," and is derived from the Latin *quaerere*, meaning "to seek" or "to ask." The Latin root *quaerere* is related to the Proto-Indo-European root *kwey-, which also means "to seek" or "to search." The evolution of the term reflects a focus on the act of searching or pursuing something, often implying a journey or significant effort in the pursuit of a goal or understanding.
  

And, since we are using the word "search" alternately to explain the concept, let's dive into this meaning as well.
The word "search" comes from the verb "to seek," which in turn has its origin in the Latin "buscāre," meaning "to investigate" or "to examine." The term is related to the Indo-European *bhergh-, meaning "to raise" or "to find." The evolution of the term has maintained its connection with the idea of ​​investigating or inquiring in search of something.

In short, "search" refers to the action of trying to find or discover something, and its etymology reflects that process of inquiry and exploration.

Today I find myself reflecting on the Quest, the Search. I ask myself: Where am I headed? What is my true destination? It is essential to question whether I am really on the path I hoped to walk. I look around me and wonder to what extent what I am experiencing is congruent with my thoughts and expectations. I close my eyes and ask myself: Does everything I experience resonate with me? Am I coherent in expressing what vibrates within me? Or, on the contrary, do I remain silent and lie for the simple fact of surviving in an environment that I do not recognize or accept?

What do I do in this environment? Do I see myself fluctuating between the echoes of the external, driven by my ideas, or simply reacting to my story? The real question is whether my actions come from love and surrender, or whether I act out of the need to be accepted. I must remember that every action and decision will have consequences that will come back to me. When I return, I will recognize these consequences as conflicts, and I could fall into the fight against what I myself created. What have I created in my life? Is it really what I expected?

These are many deep questions that can take a lifetime. And yet, the only certain destination in life is death. Knowing that everything has an end awakens in me the desire for self-knowledge and the need to ask myself if what I do is really what I want. So I ask myself: if I knew I was going to die today, do I think my life was worth it?

Personally, I think so. My life has had meaning; I have achieved many of the things I have sought. However, I recognize that I still want to accomplish much more. Despite this, I feel complete, happy, balanced, and I am ready to die. Maybe, three months ago I was not. Until that moment, I had many expectations about what I should achieve, thinking that I should make a difference in an extraordinary way. But after meditating, I realized that the greatest journey of consciousness I could take was to share my Inner Path. Now I understand that what really completes me and gives meaning to my life is living my truths.

This year, I truly felt I must die again!  - (see my NDE chapter) - However, this time I had advanced notice, it wasn't sudden as last time. I have time to (unwillingly) detach from everyone and everything represents joy and comfort in my life. I have to let go!  But I don't want to! But I have to!!! Because now I understand what that means. Death is the key to doubt, and doubt is flexible, while affirmation is rigid. Flow implies questioning. The idea that everything can end helps me understand that the meaning of life lies in the wisdom I acquire. My feet are not designed to reach a destination, but to travel the eternal quest. Every being has had to migrate, adapting to changes and seeking security. Thus, the journey towards discovery becomes an Initiatory Path. Life, then, is a journey without a destination, a constant search, an eternal quest.

I realize that our culture has constructed the idea of ​​quest as something external, like acquiring a result. With death as the only destination, I cannot know if I have been worthy of earning heaven. Despite faith, I avoid death, and looking back, I wonder what the meaning of my life is. What I can gain in life is my ability to interpret it and share it. Wisdom is not earned; it is discovered.

In Saytu, the Atlantean language, the word for seeking is “afor,” which means “to look at the flow that bears fruit in the advancing mind.” This implies that the fruit is not the goal, but that the fruits reflect the mind’s achievements. The spiritual search is not about obtaining fruits from actions, but about understanding their meaning. What am I really seeking? Is it a feeling, a purpose, or a mission? I recognize that the goals I have set for myself are aimed at an emotional state. Emotion is a chemical reaction that will eventually die. What beings from other planes express in me are only biological interpretations of their resonances. Will I continue to design a life whose goal is to feel an emotion?

Today I have to ask myself: what is the emotion that moves me in this search? I must write what I feel and what I seek. If I had to die today, what would I feel? I set about it… Thus I will know from where I am living.

 I remember that my destiny is the quest.

The word "order" comes from the Latin *ordo*, meaning "arrangement," "row," or "rank." This Latin term is related to the verb *ordinare*, which means "to arrange" or "to put in order." The origin can be traced back to the Proto-Indo-European root *ord-, which means "to set in motion" or "to arrange."

In English, "order" has evolved to refer to a state of arrangement or organization, as well as a command or directive, reflecting the idea of structure and systematic arrangement.

One of the main characteristics of the sign of Virgo is order—putting everything in its place and maintaining a certain level of coordination. But what does it mean to have emotional order?

Order is the ability to unite and connect various isolated aspects, aligning them along the same timeline and space to create harmony. In the Northern Hemisphere, Virgo represents a time of harvest. The constellation was at its peak when farmers needed to begin gathering their crops. It was depicted as a woman harvesting wheat, symbolizing Mother Earth providing her fruits—food that would sustain communities through the winter.

During the harvest, one of the fundamental tasks was to “separate the chaff from the wheat,” ensuring that the collected grains were prepared for practical storage. The chaff, though regarded as waste, had its own functions in winter, ensuring that nothing went to waste. Every part of the plant or animal produced by the farmer was organized according to its purpose, giving this constellation a connotation of order and life, thanks to Mother Earth.

When thinking of Virgo, it's interesting to consider the concept of "virgin." The word "Virgo" comes from Latin and the Indo-European root “werg,” meaning “to work,” which is also the origin of the English word “work.” This was the time for working the fields, and the task of separating the chaff from the wheat, traditionally performed by young women, was crucial. It was believed that many tasks related to freshly harvested food would be better handled by women who had not engaged in sexual relations or were not in periods of fertility, to avoid spoiling the harvest.

Thus, the purity of the food workers was referred to as “wergins,” meaning “virgins.” Therefore, this concept was not directly linked to the Christian story of the Virgin Mary or sexuality. However, there was a connection. During winter, work was limited to the indoors. Men hunted while women managed household duties. In this context, the time of the Virgo Constellation was an opportune moment for women to become pregnant, ensuring the birth of new members in spring, which allowed them to repeat the harvest cycle without issues.

Life during that time was very calculated in relation to the fields and the Earth, with clearly defined roles. Today, this form of order might seem patriarchal, but in reality, this organization was based on survival. Without supermarkets or agricultural producers, everyone knew where their food came from, fostering a different awareness of organization. Living in harmony with the rhythms of nature is completely opposite to modern life. This is why many regressive thinkers believe that returning to our roots means living as we once did, where men and women occupied their designated places. However, this does not work in an Aquarian context, where ideas take precedence over reality.

As an Earth sign, Virgo invites us to consider every detail of our environment to build life, nurture motherhood, and maintain order and balance. In times when not working the land meant death, order was not imposed by men or women, but by hunger, which demands setting aside art and ideology to be practical and concrete. One can be liberal, but when there is hunger, if everyone abandons their place for an idea, death becomes inevitable.

I understand that sometimes this Virgo energy can be challenging, as we live in a society driven by idealism, influenced by Pisces and moving towards Aquarius, where we do not conceive living for survival, but rather for dreams and ideas. This manifests both externally and internally. In the external world, Virgo reminds us that Mother Earth has cycles, and if we do not respect them, she will show us that we cannot go against the natural cycles of life. Respecting the cycles of time and space, paying attention to how the world moves, does not mean returning to ancient ways, but rather harnessing the strength of the environment and recognizing its potential.

No idea holds value if it does not respect the laws of the world we live in. This is where the crisis of our current time lies, as utopian ideas and dreams have projected beyond reality. We have created a new paradise beyond religion and faith, imagining a civilization where anything is possible, forgetting that the Earth has its own timelines. We have broken the natural balance, creating instability and dismantling the logic of time cycles, neglecting to live in accordance with the Solstices and Equinoxes and building unrealistic timelines. We have turned away from nature, despite being a part of it, and we cannot escape the lunar and solar cycles.

Constellations not only mark the astrology of personality but also the astronomy of daily life: the seasons, birth cycles, and feminine and masculine qualities are biological programs that form the order and natural harmony of Mother Earth. When ideas oppose these rhythms, chaos, crisis, and destruction arise.

It seems that to live in order, we must return to the rhythms of the Earth, which may be interpreted as a limiting society. Saying that women should live according to their menstrual cycles may sound patriarchal. But why?

It is not about limiting anyone. Nature does not limit men or women; it simply establishes that there are cycles, and going naked in winter or bundled up in summer is counterproductive. The concept of “going against natural order” has been distorted by ideologies, corrupting the word Order. Today, this concept is often associated with the military, repression, and patriarchy, but that is a misunderstanding.

True order is about uniting and connecting agents from different backgrounds to be functional in a specific time and space. Neither the origin nor the goal is judged; order seeks functionality, harmony, and logic. Separating the chaff from the wheat means recognizing the attributes of each thing and arranging them for practical use. Religion has distorted this idea, suggesting that chaff is bad or useless. However, order is not about judgment; it is about recognizing capabilities and practices.

In our external chaos, we have also projected this confusion into our inner world, denying what we do not like and valuing what we desire. We forget that chaff nourishes the soil for the next harvest. When it comes to emotions, the denial of feelings and the constant pursuit of happiness keep us from analyzing our inner selves. Virgo’s task is to recognize the potential of what is within us, what we have denied, and learn to manage it. By understanding our capacities, we can nurture those who join us, healing the bonds we have created and understanding the energy cycles that define us.

The emotional work we have undertaken this week is precisely that: separating the chaff from the wheat. By analyzing our emotions, we understand the natural potential within us and learn to harness it, ceasing to run from who we are. The diligent work of analyzing and organizing concepts is essential for surviving the winter of the soul. Thus, we will gain clarity on the emotional food we have harvested and understand how to use it. Mother Virgo poses simple questions: “Where are you going? Did you grab your coat? Did you eat well? Did you do your homework?”

This is true order: asking questions, finding coherence between what we do, think, and feel. We must liberate ourselves from preconceived notions about order and recognize that it is there to help us progress, understanding the context in which we move and the tools we carry.

Today’s task is to reflect: “Am I living in order with myself and my environment?” Identify the areas where I recognize disorder in my life and bring them to consciousness.

It is essential to understand what sustains my actions. Without good fuel, I won’t get far. Analysis is the key to bringing order to my life, always asking myself the right questions: “What? Why? and For what purpose?”

I am order and coherence.

The word "nacer" has an etymology that goes back to Latin. Here I detail it for you:

1. **Latin**: "Nacer" comes from the Latin **"nascĕre,"** which means "to be born" or "to come into the world." This word is related to the concept of arising or emerging.

2. **Indo-European root**: The root of "nascĕre" connects to the Proto-Indo-European **\*gen-,** which means "to produce" or "to engender." This root is also present in other words related to generation and birth in various Indo-European languages.

In short, "nacer" retains its original meaning of coming into the world and has deep connections with production and generation throughout its linguistic evolution.

Of course, here is the text rewritten as if only one person were speaking:

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Our 10-day week in relation to the physical body begins, and when I think about it, I can't stop seeing the image of a child being born. This is the first concept to work on: birth. The energy of Virgo is the Earth, and its work is related to the harvest of what was sown. The seed that has borne fruit, and it is time to harvest it. The word "birth" comes from the Indo-European "gheni", which means "to produce", the origin of the words generate, gene, genetics, genital. The work of Virgo is precisely the generation of the products that the community will eat, which will give life. Genetics is the production of a living being, just as the genitals are the tools that allow such manifestation. The Earth is the place where the seed finds its shelter and rocks, absorbing the nutrients and minerals from the soil, and making its way to germination. Just as the sprouting of a seed is the birth of a tree, the birth of an animal or human is the fruit of the seeds of the family tree.

The creation of a body, therefore, is like the process of sowing and harvesting, in which the seed is put into the ground, watered, and through patience we see how its potential awakens, sprouting and expressing its capabilities, multiplying. And as it grows and expands, its parts begin to be identified and specified, creating a new being that, when ready, will bear fruit during the harvest. But that fruit, in turn, is obtained by separating its parts: “separating the wheat from the chaff.” This is part of birth in the eyes of Virgo.

Being born is the complementary face of dying. We have been talking about the process of denial and death these days, and the only reason we are invited to die consciously and to keep in mind the inevitable reality of death, is because we are meant to be able to be born again. In the Universe there is no death without birth, nor birth without death, because it is an instantaneous cycle. Death and resurrection through birth are transversal to all dimensions. Perhaps the forms occur in different ways and mechanisms, but transmutation and transcendence are essential and immutable keys to the process of cosmic being. When you lose the fear of death and let go of life, you are not abandoning it, but rather you are throwing yourself into rebirth, like the caterpillar that accepts, by nature and in ignorance, to die in order to reemerge reborn as a butterfly.

Accepting our physical death is understanding that there will be a spiritual birth, and that, in turn, the spirit will also have a kind of death, which we call birth. Just as the waves of vibration have their positive and negative that move creation, and energy has its reactionary and actionary emotions, the physical body also experiences this undulation through birth and death. I free myself from the concepts of death when I understand that from another plane, it is called birth. I free myself from the concept of clinging to life when I see that the most eternal being decides to let itself die in order to be born and live what I am today.

Why would an eternal being want to limit itself by being born in a physical body? Because eternity cannot know in depth what it has thought, it cannot understand it without living it, it does not know the perspective without separating itself, it does not understand joy without pain, the process loses meaning without time, it does not feel without space. The Eternal Being needs to limit itself in order to know what it is capable of. What would be the meaning of creation if it were not to be able to feel, if the mind had simply remained silent within enlightenment? God does not know everything, because He has not experienced. Wisdom is only acquired through experience, Love is only felt when you recognize yourself in others, Will only awakens when there is a need and intention to advance and be free. This is why the Universal Mind has designed, in its broad and free mind, the plans of limitation. Ideas became contemplation. What was observed was expressed in songs, the songs awakened the vibration, which in its frequency amplification created light and energy. The energies were structured in dissonances, branching into electricity, pulses, magnets.

ism, uniting vibrations in patterns, creating forms, which in their combinations generated elements that, in their multiplication, evolved into biology. Thus, the spirit found the way to multiply and expand in the millions of versions it dreamed of. The cells contained its potential, co-created in genetic geometric patterns. Life was spiritual production. Like the architect who designs his own house, like the engineer who builds a city to move around in, like the businessman who creates a useful enterprise, life was a design capable of allowing him to produce his own home, his own car, his own food, his own tools, and thus, to see himself capable of manifesting his mind, of realizing himself. This is what we call “realization” of the being, to make an idea something real, to be able to see the result of what was planned.

The spirit, the mind, has designed a system of multiplication, distortion and error just to be able to see what it was capable of generating… Of producing, and for this reason it needs to be born again and again. In essence, every spirit is willing to die in eternity to manifest itself in the ether, where it designs the four elements that will give rise to its life. Birth is the key to understanding that our own being has not come to life to escape from it through enlightenment, but precisely to live what its enlightenment has allowed it to create. Birth is not a divine punishment, but a spiritual blessing. It is the artist who immerses himself in the love of his work, it is the engineer who dares to live in the house he himself designed.

How do I do it? I look for the positives and the negatives with which I resonate. By the law of vibration, resonance shows me the way. By the law of rhythm, I am naturally shown what I have to face. By the law of duality, I understand both energies with which I resonate as the mother and the father. Without seeing their faces, only hearing the vibration that constitutes them, I lower the speed of my vibration to create a bond with both that manifests itself in matter.

Is love necessary for this? Human love? Yes, as a couple. They say that the act must involve love. Oh, no, human love is not necessary. Love must be cellular, and it is called attraction, magnetism. The force of universal love is not romantic, it is magnetic. Romanticism is the culturalization of universal love, which is freer of expectations. It is biological. The vibration of love is resonance, and it is expressed magnetically, not culturally. Of course, romantic love, falling in love, or becoming fully aware of the act, sanctifies the bond and strengthens the channel. But do you think that when I chose to manifest myself in you, I was looking for a channel of a man and a woman who loved each other deeply? Well… Clearly not, because my parents only had sex one night, once, without love. And did that make me less connected or divine? No, in fact, it allowed me to love both more freely, without judgment. Because it has nothing to do with the love of ideology, but with the appropriate and useful energy for the download of information. Sometimes birth canals are helpful, but it has nothing to do with the concepts of father, mother or partner. We cannot pretend that all adoptees do not possess a soul or love, and in reality this is not the case. Each individual lives a different and specific life and it does not depend on the link between the channels, but on the state of perception of the one who is manifested. I could have had a trauma because of my history with my father, as many have suffered from the lack of it, when I have not suffered it. In fact, I have been grateful for it and today I get along very well with my father because of it. Each one is different; one cannot believe that a balanced or enlightened being is only born from the love of a man and a woman, because it is not like that. The spirit is neutral, it loves unconditionally, it is not limited to a maternal or paternal biological body. A spirit is born free and dies free from human cultural expectations. This brings us to today's topic and the question: "How were you born?"

Do you mean the way? Natural birth, cesarean section, or those things? The life of a spiritual being is marked by the moment of birth, beyond the astrological. The way in which it has been received into the world, contemplating the horizon of life on the other side. Most traumas come from this instant; most perceptions and bonds are generated at that moment. Was it pleasant? Was it painful? Did I feel abandoned? Did I cry? What did I feel? What was my reaction to being born? Becoming aware

According to my mother I was born on September 27, but there was always a discrepancy with some of my older brothers and my aunt who assisted my mother during my birth, so some say I was born on the 26th, some say I was born on the 28th. - I must clarify that I was born in a "home" environment so there were no authorities to record my exact time and date of birth as we do now, where the time is generally recorded.

It is registered by someone with authority and automatically sent to the birth registry office.

The idea is that regardless of the veracity of the day and time, I am here! I was born! And being born physically is necessary to be here now having this free conversation. Asking yourself the question of how the birth was, how I came into the world, what emotions were in the environment when you were born, helps you understand that energy with which we put the first imprint on our lives. So write it down, develop this: “how, where, who, what emotions?”, and recognize the birth of your being in the flow of Life. The different paths, the framework of everything that the spirit has designed, manifests at the moment of your birth. Observe and become aware of your birth, and you will be able to die and be reborn again and again with the full awareness that you will know how to cope with the difficulties of your life.

You die, you are reborn in the framework of the universal mind, here and now, I choose to be born again by accepting my birth.

Accepting your birth is valuing the decision of your spirit. Honor that moment that united the I am with the Self, and only then can you return to the Self with the I am. The "I" being your earthly personality and the "I am" being your ethereal personality. You are a combination of 7 different bodies.

In many spiritual and esoteric traditions, humans are believed to have multiple bodies or layers of existence beyond the physical. Here is a common breakdown across several teachings:

1. **Physical body**: the tangible biological body we all experience, made of flesh, bones, and organs.

2. **Etheric body**: often seen as a plane or energy network of the physical body. It is the subtle energy body closest to the physical, sometimes associated with the life force or "chi."

3. **Emotional Body (Astral Body)**: This body is connected to emotions and desires. It is also linked with astral projection, allowing people to travel in their dreams or meditative states.

4. **Mental Body**: The layer associated with thoughts, logic, and mental processes. It can be divided into:

- **Lower Mental Body** (deals with concrete and logical thinking)

- **Higher Mental Body** (deals with abstract and spiritual thinking)

5. **Causal Body**: Considered to be the source of karmic patterns, this body carries the essence of past life experiences and lessons, guiding the soul's journey.

6. **Spiritual Body (Higher Self or Soul)**: This is the eternal and higher aspect of a person, connected to divine consciousness, cosmic consciousness, and spiritual evolution.

7. **Light Body (or Merkabah)**: A more advanced concept in some teachings, the light body is a vehicle for ascension and spiritual transformation. It is said to help with multidimensional travel and a deeper connection with the universe.

Later we will explore in detail the different bodies and how to learn to use them in order to access our human super powers, such as telekinesis, accessing the Akashic records, psychic development, astrological travel, and lucid dreaming to name a few.

Happy Birth or Happy Birthday!

The word *context* comes from Latin roots:

- **"Cum"** meaning "with" or "together."

- **"Texere"** meaning "to weave" or "to braid."

When combined as *contextus* in Latin, it originally referred to something that was "woven together" or "a connected whole." Over time, the meaning evolved to describe the circumstances or the environment surrounding an event or a statement—like the threads woven together to form the bigger picture.

In modern usage, *context* refers to the circumstances or setting in which something occurs, helping to provide a full understanding of that thing.

Why did they say it’s important to remember how I was born? Apparently, it shapes the pulse of how I live my life. But why doesn’t everyone born the same way live their life the same way? I was born via Caesarean, and so were others. Yet, we’re all different.

Of course, no one sees the same event, situation, or color the same way. Each experience is subjective. Like watching a movie—same film, different takeaways. Some focus on the acting, others on the story, and some on the cinematography. The event might be the same, but perception is personal. My C-section birth, for instance, taught me to expect things easily, to have them handed to me. But another person born the same way might struggle in life because they didn’t gain that initial strength. Their perception of the experience shapes them differently.

So it’s not the event itself, but how I vibrate with it. It’s unique to me. Every detail of my life makes me, *me*—especially the perception of birth. The way I entered this world defines the way I handle changes in life. Understanding that first push into existence helps prepare me for future transformations.

But what about those who don’t remember their birth?

We have to ask. Reaching out to parents or family can offer clues, because it’s not just about dates or specifics—it’s about what my body lived, what my parents lived, what the experience was. For those who can’t ask, the absence of that memory can also be telling. Not knowing the roots of my birth might reflect how disconnected I feel from my origins today. Why didn’t anyone talk about it? Why don’t I know?

Reflecting on this, it’s clear that every detail counts. Whether I remember my birth or not, it’s part of understanding my starting point in life. Knowing that, I can move forward, grow, and better understand who I am.

What does this have to do with astrology? That’s a conversation for another time. Today, I need to focus on my body, my senses, my memories.

And it’s not just the act of birth—it’s the context. The place, the people, the environment of my arrival. The hospital, the house, who was there and who wasn’t. This all shapes who I am today.

Context is everything. It’s a fabric, a network that weaves together the different elements of my life. I am the result of my surroundings. Just like a rock shaped by a flowing river, my context has molded me. But I am also the accumulation of countless other experiences, layered like the minerals that formed the rock.

The external world shapes me, but if I don’t become conscious of it, my context will define me more than my true essence. To break free from this, I need to look deeper—into my earliest memories, before the age of seven. What was the context of my life then? The places, the people, the emotions? These memories are my fabric, shaping who I am today.

Why bother with this? Understanding the earliest contexts of my life will help me recognize the patterns I continue to create. Are they healthy? Harmful? How does my subconscious weave my current reality? The way I live today is influenced by the fabric of my earliest experiences, and this analysis is key to transforming the world around me.

What was my context? What do I remember? People, places, feelings—they’ve all played a role in shaping who I am today.

As I work to weave a new web for the world, I need to recognize where I’ve been weaving from. Am I trying to create a safe space, an idyllic world, or am I genuinely working toward a balanced, harmonious existence? The difference lies in intention, and to discover that, I need to trace my steps back to the beginning.

I am woven by my context, but I am also the weaver.